The tours of the nurseries I have had so far have been ok. Ok in the sense that I could envisage sending M there for a few hours. But thinking about actually leaving her there while I do my thang actually makes me feel sick. My head hurts and heart aches. And as much as I moan about not having enough me time, I really think I will cry the whole time we are apart. Which defeats the purpose of sending M to nursery. A friend recently told me that she cried for two months when she went back to full time work and babe was at nursery. She is a very strong and a no-nonsense type of person. I am a very sensitive soul so how am I going to cope? How is M going to cope?
So what, deliciousmother, are you gonna do about it?
I’m going to bury my head in the sand a little bit. Post-pone the thinking for a bit. Thinking too much sometimes really does not help when you desperately want a solution to something that seems unsolvable.
For now, I’ll just enjoy the weekend. I have the whole night to myself as Mr B will be partying up old daddy style with his BFF who is staying over from Germany. That will give me some time to get stuck into Victor Hugo’s Les Miserable. I might do some yoga and facebook stalking as well ( I must admit a bit of cyber stalking is very very fun).
BTW the 24 hours sugar ban starts tonight. I got baking this morning…